New blooms awaiting

As time goes by and I begin to rebuild and restart a new life I can't help but look back in sadness. I feel as though I am in mourning. Though most of it was bad, it was my life. I mourn the marriage. I know that great things are just beyond the bend. I feel hopeful about my future. I feel free to be me. A sense of peacefulness is settling into my soul.but my heart also grieves. Does that make sense. It's crazy.its as if a part of me has passed away. It is painful.
As peices of my life are pruned away, they are making room for New blooms.